I miss you…sometimes.
Stars tell our story because they wrote it.
Sitting on rooftops above it all,
So high, we couldn’t fall,
Talking about life and love.
You lying to yourself that we had a future,
Me lying to myself that I believed you.
Lies between us never changed what lied between us,
My lover, who penetrated everything but my body.
We never lost touch with each other, just reality,
Resentful that our respective worlds never let us be.
But I’ll let go of you if you promise not to let go of me.
I promise to set you free,
But only if a corner of your heart remains reserved for me
I just need to know you won’t forget...
Sleeping next me partially clothed,
heart fully exposed.
Lion next to lamb, laying in love,
Never mind we were lying in love,
I’ll always love you.
We’re a secret everyone knows,
but no one understands.
I know I shut you out and cut you once in a while,
But when you bleed at least I know it’s still alive.
You’re my kryptonite.
But I got a lot a fight left in me.
It’s just that some nights,
Nights like these,
I’m blissfully miserable reliving memories.
Its like I’m comforted acknowledging the space
Just because it proves you really were here.
I know you don’t get it,
But I’d rather mean nothing to him,
Than something you because I’m not everything.
And I can’t stand to be everything to anyone else.
I respect you for everything you are,
But I love you for everything I am.
The power in you mirrors the weakness in me
And vice versa.
We could never work,
But the beauty is we don’t need to,
But I need you,
just to be there.
Never too far away,
Just close enough to be my escape.
And it’s not cheating because this is spiritual,
A matter of necessity, that’s mutual.
One more thing…
I believe in you.
I believe in you more than you will ever know,
And I pray for you more than I do myself.
I just needed you to know this.
